I have cleared what I viewed as the First Hurdle in the Landmark Effectiveness Seminar: I have created an intention.
I am scared shit-less when I read it. Who am I kidding? How am I supposed to transform from a wannabe poser to a bonafied artist?
I am terrified, actually because it feels like my last stand. Like if I don't get my act together now, I might as well find a grenade to sit on.
I know this is not my last stand. Intellectually. I only feel like this is my last stand. I consider whether my fear is evidence that my intention is just more inauthenticity: me blowing smoke up my ass.
What is most significant to me, what I've decided to "go with," is the heightened power, freedom, strength, clarity, enthusiasm, willingness and confidence I feel when I say, aloud,
Also significant, everyone who's heard my intention says they are, in the words of Landmark, "touched, moved and inspired" by it.
Yeah, I think I'll go with this.